juilliard

juilliard:
from 50 to 9 and I made it
from 9 to 4 and I didn't
I'm glowing

auditions: 
I jump higher than any other girl in CA
 

list

I'm living in a series of lists. Writing the index to my own autobiography, alphabetized, and including page numbers. It's more like thinking than writing. Limitless in content, devoid of structure or context. 

self actualization

A self-actualized person is the person we pretend to be in our college essays, hope to become in our post-college years, yet will never perceive ourselves as being.

post-twelfth night x-mas tree withdrawal

bi-monthly breakdown

everything is

bi coastal

bi cultural

bi sexual

bi cycle 

bi polar

bi lingual

bi fold

bi nary(oppositions)

bi gender
bi ased
bi ceps
and most importantly bittersweet

January 7, 2012

Often multicolored pens are my main source of motivation.

Sometimes I feel like each limb or body part--leg, arm, head, nape of the neck, fingertip--traces a different color in space. Dancing is like having a pack of ten assorted colors.